judas_ophidia

( To Arkady, left on his doorstep )

( To Aden, in a clumsily-wrapped package )

( To Sioux, taped to her door )

( To Mary, taped to her door )

( To Charlie, taped to his door )

(OOC NOTE: I will have real responses up in threads to people sometime later today, promise! <3)

He's gone.

I didn't even know anything was wrong, and he's just...gone. Like he never even existed.

I don't know what to do. I've never felt like this before. I feel...lost. I've never cared for anyone like I cared for him, and now he's just...just...gone.

I'm going to get shitfaced and watch Sixteen Candles. He told me to call him but I don't even know if I can.

I don't know what to do. I don't know. I don't...

How can I be what I am and feel like this when I lose someone...?